Saturday, April 4, 2009

The End Of An Era


Before this year is over, I’ll be done improvising. I began in 1997 with Louis Anthony Russo and The OxyMoron’Z and I’ll hang it all up at Improv Olympic (iO) in Chicago before 2009 is done. A huge aspect of my life will be over. It’s time. The world of improvisation is an amazing drug, a gotta-have-it comedy heroin that will change your life forever. It has changed mine immensely.

Improvisation revealed to me an inner strength I had never known, lifelong friendships I deeply cherish, and opportunities that I never could have dreamt for myself. It seemed as if improv knew me better than I did....and as the years progressed my creativity soared. Everything became more vivid in general. Improvising drove my interest into writing, directing, traveling and performing in festivals. Improvisation made me a better thinker, organizer, conversationalist. I’ve been madlly in love with it, and I’ve hated it for taking over my life so fully.

In the last two years, I’ve been figuring out how to let improvisation go. It wouldn’t let me until now. Now it knows I’ll be okay. Improv knows that I’m ready for the next great things life has to offer me....a deeper delve into sketch comedy writing and performing, new interests that are nibbling at my heart, and family. That’s the way it’s supposed to be, and that’s the way that improv wants it for me. I’m eternally grateful. I fought this realization for a while, wanting to stay loyal and scared of the unknown combined. Now there is a peace. A wonderful, happy peace that now savors every moment of play until the last.This week begins the first show of my last team at Improv Olympic. It’s going to be fun. I’m lucky. I’m grateful. I’m an improviser.

3 comments:

Jeff Moriarty said... at April 5, 2009 at 12:08 AM

I know how hard it is to leave improv, and I was never ask deeply into it as you. The thing is you can leave the improv, but it never really leaves you. I haven't performed in years, but I still see shades if it in many things I do and love. It changes you.

It was a pleasure learning from you and performing with you, Leslie! I have no doubt you'll be equally awesome in whatever you do that takes its place.

Natalie said... at April 21, 2009 at 3:05 PM

It's good you know yourself well enough to let your life lead you where you need to go.

Good luck in the future. Don't ever give up brownies.

Tim Giron said... at April 22, 2009 at 1:29 PM

As someone who had the pleasure of sharing an improvisational stage with you, I can relate to your gathered words.